my inside brain
inner dialogue between me and my new colleagues because i’m nervous about being judged:
me: “um ya, i painted my nails myself. before this morning i hadn’t actually left the house for over 56 hours.”
i guess it’s not really a dialogue. more a monologue.
i’ve never met any of my new colleagues.
UPDATE: PEOPLE WERE TOO BUSY TO PROVIDE GIVEABLE FUCKS ABOUT MY NAILS.
Ghoul Culture
dcpierson:
All of us in a race to be the most callous, stacking up boulders on the road that runs right into the center of ourselves. If we can’t send out anything that might help anyone, nothing will ever come up that road and hurt us.
A voice screaming on the other side of the rock-pile:
“You will never catch me caring, much less being cared about.”
sometimes you just have to not.